Wednesday, June 18, 2003

lishun's diary

was reading bridget jones's diary for the past two days. fab book. killer humour. poor lass.

i was also flipping through my own diaries, including this "free for all to see" one on the web, and realised that mine aren't much different from the one written by ms jones.

it's all whine whine whine, sob sob, life sucks, being happy at others' misfortunes (hey, don't tell me YOU'VE never felt that way!), drooling over the wrong guys, crying over the right ones that don't give a damn about you, suppressing the urge to go snaffle that choc doughnut...you get the idea.

a bit whingy. fine, very whingy. but, come on! who can tell me that your own journal (if you keep one) isn't as whingy as mine? that you constantly write profound thoughts and reflections over the day's activities? oh puh-lease.

it was quite amusing though, to read through some of my older entries. anyone want a peek? here's some random thoughts from my diary as a 15-year-old.

"right now i'm thinking about how ugly my hair is and how i'm gonna be able to face everyone in school tomorrow. i'm writing this on the bed, right in front of the mirror. just found out that this is not a very good & comfy position to to write either! my hand's aching! oww...

surprisingly i've been able to not think about c* c* for the whole day. well, until now, that is! mebbe i should stick his pic in here..."

analysis: the hair thing has never changed. i tell you, one day i'll get so sick of it i'll just shave it all off. maybe it'll grow back straight. hmm. and if you're wondering who c* c* is, du-rians would know. he's two years my senior, really cute, and really vain. stupid crush la. more like...ooh, lookie! cute guy! *drool* lol. and yeah, i did stick his pic in my diary. am looking at it now. *sigh* next!

"i had a dream about s club 7 & samantha mumba in it last nite. bradley was chatting me up! then the group asked me where sm was from and i told them she's irish. weird."

analysis: rrrrrrighttttttt...

"i realised that, so far, every time we go out with the guys, it's the girls who take the initiative to invite them! never once have they asked us to go out with them just as friends. mebbe cuz they're still immature."

analysis: the phrase "...go out with them just as friends" puzzles me. but yeah, that hasn't changed. not much anyway. hear hear! =P

i'm revealing too much. it's a shame i can't put in anything thing else cuz it's my diary, after all, and i can't reveal everything! hehe. i'll prob add some stuff from my form 4 year next entry.

stay tuned!

btw...got tangguhan approved. shall be in spore till next year. dunno whether i should be happy or sad. sigh. dun wanna go back to spore! dun wanna go taylors either! but dun wanna go back to spore! *sniff* i miss everyone too much. sigh. two more days here before i return to hell.

lishun at 9:44 PM

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