Sunday, February 20, 2005

...and people wonder

people are sick. sick sick sick @#$%^ SICK!

$10,000 to have sex with a 5 month old baby.

soldiers ordering a son to rape his own mother.

i don't know what drives people to do such things.

my initial reaction upon hearing of such incidents was to be so darn angry at those heartless men that i mentally took a gun, lined their sorry arses up against a wall, and shot them all dead.

and people wonder why there are still those who doubt the existence of God. to be honest, i was so angry for those few minutes that i blamed everything on Him. how could He, the God who is so compassionate and forgiving, stand back in apparent apathy while the human race of His creation carries out such atrocities on one another? how could He, a God of wrath against those who are against Him, allow these men to get away with such cruelty?

what have these women in congo done to deserve having their whole selves ripped apart by beings i can't even call men? what justifies having children in this world exploited like lifeless objects?

how could anyone even begin to believe in God, in light of all this brutality?

yet a woman, who was gang-raped, could still say, "i hope God forgives the men who did this to me."

why? how? how could i attempt to understand this? i don't understand any of it. i don't know if i should even try. it just doesn't make sense at all. none of it makes any sense.

it just doesn't make any sense.

lishun at 9:02 PM

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