Thursday, September 13, 2007

leaving the crowd

so. apparently i have a problem with jealousy. i have to flee from it.

towards what? in which direction? how do i know where to run to? at what pace?

i'm just going to leave the crowd, inch by inch. it's difficult because i enjoyed being there and i still do. however, i need to accept the fact that there's no room for me anymore, whether i like it or not. if i am unable to overcome the devastating thoughts that have been creeping into my head for the last couple of days, then the next best thing to do would be to get away from it at all cost.

so. i'm leaving the crowd. fleeing from it. jealousy, you have no hold on me.

lishun at 12:31 AM