Tuesday, February 24, 2009

dunno

i don't know what to do. i would love to believe completely that i am happy on my own, that it is such a damned bother to invest even the slightest bit of emotion into someone else, that perhaps i am too fat/ugly/boring to be remotely attractive, and it'll all cramp my style anyway.

but i don't believe any of that.

pinning the blame on my parents' paranoia about my safety isn't exactly the right thing to do. entertaining the thought of changing ministries is pretty ridiculous.

so what do i do? i dunno what to do. i really don't. bah. i feel shallow.

lishun at 4:06 PM

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